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Following the contemplative rhythm of Lectio Divina
Moving from Attentive Reading (Lectio)
To Reflection (Meditatio)
To Prayerful Response (Oratio)
And finally into Silent Resting in God (Contemplatio)
Grappling With Divinity invites a slow unfolding of Scripture, Spiritual Wisdom, and Lived Experience.
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Oratio: Written On Our Hearts
This reflection by Robert Van Valkenburgh reminds us that the Word of God is not just written in scripture but inscribed on our hearts with the ink of love. It is revealed through grace, deepened in silence and humility, and expressed in mercy and goodness toward all creation. At its core, God’s Word is…
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Lectio: The Ground Of Our Beseeching
Julian of Norwich tells us that God Himself is the foundation of prayer and trust. In Him, authentic prayer and unwavering faith are united, teaching us to approach Him generously with both devotion and confidence.
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Oratio: Nothing To Offer
This poem by Robert Van Valkenburgh reflects on complete surrender before God—standing with nothing to offer but oneself, seeking only His grace and mercy. It is a prayer of humility, trust, and abandonment to God’s will, offering one’s life fully into His hands.
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Lectio: How To Pray
St. Josemaría Escrivá reminds us that prayer begins simply by placing ourselves in God’s presence. Even admitting, “Lord, I don’t know how to pray,” is already the start of true prayer. This reflection offers encouragement for those who feel uncertain in their spiritual life, showing that God meets us where we are with openness…
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Oratio: According To The Lord
This Christian reflection honors the Blessed Mother’s unwavering faith and her gentle guidance in times of pain, uncertainty, and surrender. She teaches us to trust in God’s perfect will, even when it is difficult to understand, reminding us that His love is always true and holy. A prayerful meditation on surrender, peace, and divine…
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Lectio: For What Is Eternal
St. John Eudes reminds us to meditate frequently on eternity, heaven, hell, and death. By reflecting on these eternal truths, we gain clarity to let go of worldly distractions and live with purpose for what truly lasts. This timeless wisdom encourages spiritual focus, detachment from vanity, and a life rooted in eternal values.
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Oratio: A Vessel Of Grace
In this reflection, Robert Van Valkenburgh shares that true wisdom and creativity do not come from himself but from being a vessel for God’s grace. When he steps aside, God’s presence flows through him, revealing that surrender is the path to divine inspiration.
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Lectio: By The Word
St. Irenaeus reminds us that the glory of God is revealed in humanity fully alive through Christ, and true life is found in beholding the vision of God in Christ. While creation itself points to God and sustains life, it is the manifestation of the Father through the Word—Jesus Christ—that brings the fullness of…
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Oratio: Heard My Cries
A moving testimony of God’s mercy, redemption, and healing presence in times of deepest need, this heartfelt Christian reflection by Robert Van Valkenburgh speaks of seeking God in the depths of brokenness, despair, and anguish. In the darkest hour, when consumed by hopelessness, the Lord hears the cries of the suffering soul, brings light…
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The Yoke We Were Not Meant To Carry: Brother Lawrence and the Grace That Meets Our Powerlessness (Lectio Divina)
What if the surrender you keep circling never comes by trying harder, but only by the trying finally giving out? Brother Lawrence asks for a total trust that sounds simple and costs everything, and this reflection sits with the exhaustion that finally lets God in.
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Owe Nothing But Love: Theodoret of Cyrus on Love as the Fulfilling of the Law (Lectio Divina)
What if the command to love was never a debt you could actually pay off? Theodoret of Cyrus reads Paul’s warning about owing nothing but love and finds something stranger than an obligation — a debt that grows the more it’s paid, rather than shrinking. This reflection sits with what it feels like to carry…
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No Longer Carved in Stone: Augustine of Hippo and Love as God’s One Law (Lectio Divina)
What if the law you can’t seem to keep was never meant to be kept from outside at all? Augustine insists something was written into you long before you ever tried, and failed, to obey a command pressed on you from without.






